Thought basket

hillarious to see the countless people who clicked on the link given in the buletin
"boob flashing of the famous mestiva model last sat"

how cunning is the original author of the buletin..
ingenious some might say
once clicked on the link to the so called "exclusive boob flash pics", u are immediately routed to a website which in turn automatically post a buletin in ur name with the title "boob flashing of the famous mestiva model last sat"…there has been variations of this link in the past..but this by far has been the craziest one..

why crazy ??..

the way i see it, this is a sure fire way to determine whether a person, he or she, is a perv of not..
the more u click on the link, the more buletin it posts..

eg: click it twice, and two buletins bearing the title: "boob flashing of the famous mestiva model last sat" will pop up stating u being the author

so..the question here is, if theres someone who has about 30 buletin posted, what reasonable deduction can u make??hahahaaha!!

some might say that they were just curious, just wanting a peek at the pics…they are renaissance people and renaissance demand curiosity being answered..pffh…alasaaan…even if its partially true, and u know for a fact that ur words are nothing short of truth..other people dont know that!!

i can only imagine the embarassment a person have to go thru when it has been brought out in the open that he/she is somewhat of a perv..be it slight or total..

so now some of u are wondering if i clicked on the link…
i wont tell..
hahahahahah

p.s: this is by no means, a diss to all u curious people out there…just my two cents thought written on nothing more than cyberspace..

u dont know what u have until its taken away

yes, the hols are finally over..wat seems like almost too long to wait now seems to have passed me by in just an instant..
just this mornin, as i brush my teeth in front of the bathroom mirror, i cant help but reflect on things that was, things that is, and things that will be..

the things that WAS is the reason of the things that IS now exist..be it pleasant or not, crooked or untainted, its the things that u did b4 that now produces the things u ave to deal with now..
it is more clear to me now, that if i carried out the things that WAS more better, i wudve been given the opportunity of savouring a more pleasant IS rite now..

that being said, now i  hope that the thing that IS now will foreshadow a more promising things that WILL BE

im sure i messed up somewhere in there explaining,but i wont go thru the trouble of recheking it..be it as it be, as its just ramblings of a man with half a mind to go to sleep oredy…

the other day i went to midvalley with a couple of chums o’ mine..
i went with the intention of blowing some steam off, get my head cleared up of all things thats making my head ache at the moment..

went bowling first…nothing like releasing anger thru throwing big heavy shiny balls at helpless pins seemingly waiting for their doom..at first it was a normal scene, but by mid of the first game, we were aving a blast!!!.laughed our ass off shud one of us throw a ball that ended up in the gutter, especially when it just barely nicked one of the pins..spin aa kunun2, tp last2 spin masuk longkang..baling stylo2 just to be rewarded with zero..funny as hell when ure with good friends to laugh with..hohohoo…but,ashamed as i am to say it, i totally sucked in the first game…malu lak rase dgn orang len yang tgk…ngaaaa~

but i wasnt to be put down by one bad game..no no no
we went for a second round, and yes i creamed the competition, left them whimpering in my wake, yes, the king of amateur bowling has rose to his feet and is hungry for a win…hahahaha (boast isnt good, i know)..hohohoo
i think one of us ( *coughkongcough*) made a personal record…a STAGGERING 49 pins fallen at the end of the game…im sure he was givin us a chance by not scoring too much..rite mate??hahahahahaha..lets just pretend it never happened…;p

provoking me was ur downfall!!hohohohooho (annoying, i know)

then went to watch a muvi,

Pirates of the Carribean 2: Dead mans chest

the first thing that caught my eye was the poor subtitles..as mr kong pointed out

Lanun-lanun caribean: Dada lelaki mati

i was like….WTFH??
who do they hire to make these subtitles???
what are their minimum requirements to be a subtitle guy?? Preschool Bahasa Melayu??
ngaaa~
oh well, that aside, the muvi was good…funny antics here and there made it an enjoyable watch..however, i do not appreciate the lady behind us laughing out loud with her high pitched voice..
she was like
"owh my gawd, owh my gawd..nguahahahahahaa..cackle2..laugh"(imagine that in a high shrill voice)
it gets irritating after a while, but my self control was still good and had put my irritated feeling in check..

came back home all tired and stuff, and not enuf energy to be remotely disturbed by the feeling of depreession that had washed me over b4..it all amounted to some needed rest, and a good one at that…

yerp, mortified of my current standings..
demm, what have i done wrong???
i worked my ass off, stayed up late nites studying, and all i got was a load of horse dung…
im starting to think that this brain of mine is not wat it use to be..maybe i shud consider leading a more antisosial life, and befrend a book for the rest of the next semester…

in need of a pick me up..

songs ive managed to learn during hols:-
-dealova by once of dewa
-iris by goo goo dolls
-youre beautiful by james blunt
-higher by creed

not much, but consider that its only a part time filler..its ok i guess..plus, always blank lagu ape nak men..

songs i enjoy listening to rite now:-
panic at the disco- i write sins, not tragedies
snowpatrol- youre all i have
coldplay-a lot of their songs
teddy geiger-for u i will (sad but true..;p)
kelly clarkson-walk away
franz ferdinand-take me out
instrumental music (just to soak up the ambience)

things that happen today:-
-in the morning went to damansara with dad to the Fomema office, settle maid papers
-went to maju junction, took picture of dad for his visa
-dad decided to buy a new phone for mum and bougt a SEriccson phone
-came back, show phone to mum, mum doesnt like it..
-friday prayers
-i attack the computer, looking for updates of manga on the net
-laze around waiting for cats to grow horns and learn to play the piano..

now here i am in front of the comp writing this..

at the moment bored almost to slight insanity…must blog…must stay sane…

what i need…is a good book….

These past few days ive managed to burn a hole in wat use to be my wallet..been spending like crazy on new threads, shoes and comic books (yes, im an avid collector).yeah, men do go shopping tooo, but not with the panache women seems to have..unlike women who wud stop at every shop and buying things on the fly, we men usually plan our purchase ahead of time.
we technically ‘hunt for our goods’..we hunt, we buy, we go home as quickly as possible
women.they sort of  just wing it..they see, they buy, they see another one, they buy, stop when husband and kids are hungry, feed husband and kids, back to shopping….
maybe im wrong, but thats just what i observe…

not trying to be a sexist here..

moving on..
after wat it seems ages of not going to a decent jamming session, yesterday was a relief on wat i feel was the reason i feel down these couple of days….so now, the edge on me has somewhat lessen a bit, but not completely gone.

alam sentral, guitar shop makeshift studio

kudos to toyek for the nice angles

somwhere in the back of my head, i know theres an impending event that may or may not turn out to be disastorous..

i hate when results are on their way..

as of late, i find myself enjoying walking around in shopping malls…alone…
just walking around soaking up the atmosphere..its almost therapeutic to just be engrossed in my own thoughts..weird, i know..perhaps im turning into a socially inept person..kinda like on of those sudden changes u always hear about..

on another note..totally bummed out when the Germs did not make it to the WC finals.totally got me pissed off,losing sleep over a total lost..ngaaa..it seems that all the teams i am rootin for ave all gone down…poor Germs though, they were so close to actually making their country proud to be hosting the WC..

will i live to see the day our country making it into the finals?….or at the very least, mentioned as the final 32..ermmm

its usual to see my computer on for most of the day, a browser window open to my frenster home page and YM running with an idle or away status on..
as i sat on the couch reading the paper, mum popped in and said she had some work that needs to be done on the computer..
ok, pretty normal, she usually does her work there, so i never thought twice about it…
as i finished the last few pages of my papers, she said
"uuu~ frenster sape nih? fasyan ek..mami nak tgk sket…"

my intial reaction was

"aa?"
it didnt quite sink in yet

"what???!!! mami nak tgk ape?..nothin to see there", in a tone so persuasive u wudve thought i was a salesman..

"I just want to look at ure friends..see if there are any nice girls", mum replied

"nice girls for wat??"

"who knows, ade yang mami berkenan ke"

its not that it freaked my out….it was just totally weird and a little embarassing..

she was like
"uuu~ who is this, she looks nice..oh wait, she dresses funny"
"how bout this one, comey nyoh" (yeah, mum is kelantanese)

she was pointing here and there, and reading testimonials,bukak gambar..comments were given where she thought it was due…she was like a season pro!!

"who taught u how to navigate frenster???", i quibbed to her
"ur brother.." she calmly replied

nooooooooooooooooooooo~
i had no other choice but to exit the room, and run to my ps2…numbing the weirdness of the situation with a couple of hours of gaming bliss..

mothers turn funny once u get to the age of 20, thats all i can say

note to self:
never leave frenster account logged in when away..potential embarassing situation might reoccur..

ive been thinking…..about Superman

how is it, a man of his calibre,a descendent from an advanced alien race, wielding the power to save mankind from destruction, still wears his red knickers on the outside..
you have to wonder..was that a fashion  trend back on Kryton?..was it ‘hip’ to be walking around in ur under garments, especially bright red ones?
when u are in sumplace new, a new country for instance, u wud want to put ur best dress on, look sharp when u are out in the foreign public..u wud want to get accross the message that
"hey, im from a decent and forward country, and i want you to know and aknowledge that"
so, if in some way is the character Superman doing the same thing, protruding his modest culture from krypton, trying to signal to all human race that his fashion statement is wat advanced alien lifeforms wear..then we wud undoubtedly would have answered the age old question
IS THERE OTHER INTELLIGENT LIFE OUTHERE?
looking at Superman, id have to say NO

ud have to wonder why none of the  people of metropolis (city where superman work, for u superman noobs) have ever stopped superman in his tracks and said
"hey superman, erm… ure  underwear is showing (blushing)"
or
"im sorry mister, but ure gonna ave to cover that thing up, its scaring the kids"
or better still
"We are sorry to inform u that City Hall has had a meeting, and has voted, that public flashing of undergarments are prohibited before and after any life saving attempts. Failing to coincide with this new ruling will result in a fine and u can and will be charged with disruption of public courtesy"

perhaps these people in metropolis are just not that fashion savvy

i would hate to think about the identity and life crisis he is having
"am i a man with superhuman powers, or am i an alien?"
"if im an alien, what are those that have large heads and big black eyes?..my handicapped relatives?"
"if i was able to come to earth, why cant other krypton people do the same?"
"why do i look like an american? i wanna be like bruce lee,or like a dominican"

"i wonder wat colour thong that sexay lady is wearing (uses x ray vision)"

‘Members of the jury, I will show how the defendant, using his
x-ray vision, caught a free peek and caused pain and suffering to my client.’

ok, perhaps the last one might not happen in the movies, but hey, if he was around, im sure he wud be thinking that..

thoughts of the man who can think of nothing else but Superman for the time being

its seems that there is not a single drop of creative juice in this body of mine
all i have are ideas
ideas ideas and more ideas of a perfect picture, a perfect design.perfect colour to go with that mood
but when it comes to fabricating those ideas, ive become lost
my mediocore skills with photoshop with my uber mediocore skills using flash is what i call an achiles heel to my paramounting intution for the creative arts
these hand of mine cant even draw a humanoid shape without it being mistaken for Quasimodo(hunchback of notre dame) ,its either the head looks to big, the arm looks like its twisted and broken..the hair looking like its got a ton of gel on it…the legs too wide apart and looking like banana trees..
why why why
i yearn for the application skills, outstanding application skills
i wanna be CREATIVE!!!

enuf said, back to brochure designing

‘huahahaha’
the reaction my younger bro gave just before dinner…apparently he found out today he got the highest marks for his GCSE chemistry and add maths..came back all cocky and big headed…
hahaha, cant blame him actually..i wudve boasted if i got highest marks for any subject, especially in an international school…just goes to prove that malaysian brains can beat american brains, and we are not a force to be taken lightly…nghahaha
im particularly happy coz i tutored him in his chem..yep, found out that i still got some skills to pass down to the younger generation (pat myself on the back)..hahahaha, dont mean to sound so cocky…
i just hope i can be ‘huahuahaha’ing when my results come out…dread the day….

mum wanted me to take part time teaching during the holidays…teaching math or eng…
not particularly sure i wanna do that…kids nowadays can be so mean to their teachers…and i dont want to be on the receiving end any verbal abuse these kids can dish out…being their teacher i cant verbal abuse them back can i..

so, thats one job opportunity turned down…
so wanna work at mph or kino
sumthin about being surrounded by books
gets me high

nope, im not a nerd….